I haven't gone anywhere yet. I haven't even moved to anywhere, and yet there's this feeling of being alone hanging beside me everywhere I go. Up to this time, all I've ever known is that I'm leaving to go off somewhere, but it feels like people have left me already. What's a despedida for when I feel like this already? I'm a stranger before I even left my home. I've lost so much, so many friends, so many people I only know now by name. I wish I've never known too many people, so that faces would have never become like this, like they're something only familiar, but never really known...
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